The Permanent Rain
Do we even know what this is?

Do we even know what this is?

REBOOB if you know what band this is

iamthe0ceanbmth:

foals-:

youcantbringusdown:

givemeallyourhopelesshearts:

patrickstumpisabamf:

rianisbeautiful:

Just by seeing the top of their heads.

Oh yes, that is obviously Cobra Starship

Millie what are you chatting this is clearly My Chemical Romance

I agree, clearly MCR.

Stop spreading lies, it’s Foals.

ALL TIME LOW (:

Winter Isn’t Over

I thought it would be easy to call this love
But to you it was just never enough
I gave you everything and for you I’d do anything
But I guess forever ended with our last kiss
I just wanted to be your everything
With this little spark of hope that I have left
I’ll keep waiting for your call
Why didn’t you catch me, when you knew that I would fall?

You promised you would catch me
Promised youd be there through it all
But winter isnt over yet, and I’m hoping
That this spark, just wont go out
All those late night chats and heart to hearts
They didn’t mean anything to you
And so we had to part
But winter isn’t over yet
And I’m hoping
That maybe you’ll come back

And it’s killing me to believe
That your over this, over us
and everything that we had become
But theres still a little hope left
In this broken heart, so just come
Home, winter isnt over yet
Dont live your life with this regret
That you never came back and gave
Us a second chance

If I could re-live the past months
I wouldn’t take them for granted
You were the one I waited for
The one who meant so much
But you always had troubles
And we started losing touch
You would hold me in your arms
And tell me, “Everythings alright”
You were the one I’d wait up for
Night after night.

And I’d wake in the morning tears
running down my cheek, cause
I knew that we were drifting as the
months passed me in a daze, I just
Wish I had a time machine, I would
Go to where you are and hold you
close, take you in my arms and
Whisper, “everythings alright”
Cause without you by my side
I see no point in dreaming
So theres no point in closing my
Eyes good night.

I lost patience and you didn’t feel it was working
If you gave this one last chance
I’d prove you wrong
We could be so much stronger
I didn’t just lose us
I lost a best friend
Someone who meant so much
And so I beg forgiveness
Of all the wrong I’ve done
And hope you’ll come back
Because winter isn’t over yet

I know sometimes im hard to read
And can drive you crazy half the time
But I loved you, I loved you half to death
and I swear you were my every thought
and now look what ive got, nothing
I lost something more than love, i lost
trust, trust in my self, please promise
That us, we arent over, because winter isnt over
Just promise you will listen, to every word
That  have written, and give us another chance
If you did, its the best christmas present
Ive ever been given

you promised you would catch me
promised youd be there through it all
But winter isnt over yet, and im hoping
That this spark, just wont go out
All those late night chats and heart to hearts
They didn’t mean anything to you
And so we had to part
But winter isn’t over yet
And I’m hoping
That maybe you’ll come back

I’ve said it once, I’ve said it twice, I’ve said it a thousand fucking times

That I’m okay, that I’m fine..

That it’s all just in my mind!

(: Nom.

(: Nom.

..

Have you ever had those months where just everything goes wrong? When you just can’t find reasons to keep you happy or atleast make you smile atleast once?

I’m frightened that maybe I’m heading that way and just won’t be able to pick myself up from it, stressed about school, worried about family problems, needing reassurance.. No one can help apart from that one person, the one who knows what to say yet doesn’t keep in touch.

Saying “Just smile” doesn’t cut it for me anymore.

Talking isn’t helping. If anything, it’s making it worse.

It’s nice to know people care enough to be there but what if that’s not what I want? Is it selfish just wanting one person right now or maybe two instead of every single person I know? Exaggerated a little but the point is the people I need aren’t here, the people who can assure me it’ll be fine don’t care enough. If they do, they have a funny way of showing it.

:/

So yeah turns out Jessi Slaughter is back? really?

Why would this girl come back onto the internet or youtube even to make videos if it “ruined her life” fs. This girl will never learn.

SHE DUN GOOF’D!

;/

I think I’m going to read the “City of” books again. Mainly for the romance.

I’ve been thinking about it, I want a guy who’d be like my best friend and who wouldn’t be so sexually driven D; I just want someone to cuddle and stuff, I sound like such a douche here but ach well, whatcha gunna do cos that’s what I want.

It’ll never happen though. ):